changes

So much has changed since I have last used this sight. Yet very much remains the same. I am married and live in my own home. It feels surreal saying that. In 2 and 1/2 years time if all goes well my student loans will be paid off. I still really worry a lot about things I can't control including my husbands health. He was fecally incontinent awhile back and it really made me worry. I worry all the time and it breaks down into fits of uncontrolled crying.